What Next?!

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat,

I shouldn't be crying...

Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now!

Or so I say, but something's missing...

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me, 

Through the glass of two-sided mirror,

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

Well, this time I'll not let them eaten down again!

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed?

And he just happened to come at the right time

I'm supposed to be in love,

But... I'm numb again...

But, start from now I won't missed it out or blamed on it again

Learn to change it all the way by myself

Be the strongest as much as you can!

What next?! Give me pain, challenge accepted!